Monday, March 3, 2014

Utility (Part II)

 


Three days ago you could have called them safe. Yesterday, you might’ve referred to them as refugees.

Today however, it was dawning on those in the school that they were nothing more than captives.

At the start there had been roughly three dozen. Wes had felt responsible for keeping watch, after all he was the principal and this was his staff. Not to mention the valuable doctors, nurses and military personnel that had been placed within the school as well. His natural ability to lead and manage had simply carried over, bleeding into this grim situation from his daily work routine. He had been telling himself for days that things had gotten out of hand, that no one could’ve planned or predicted what would happen, just how bad things would go when they went south.

Wes never asked to be in charge, but he understood that these people needed someone to corral them. Work was one thing, this situation, this was something completely different. In the end, he knew if he didn’t step up to take control, the group would’ve deteriorated into chaos. He likened it to an extreme version of him returning from a sick day, and the school itself being in shambles after assistant principal Vickers had let order ever so gradually slip from his hands.

Due to the sheer level of what they had faced 36 people had been reduced to single digits. Now, including himself, there were 9 of them; Jason Marling (5th grade), Amy Harold (Cafeteria staffer), Nancy Caracas (1st grade), Sam McKinley (counselor), Bernadette Faulkner (3rd grade), Warren Allen (4th grade earth science), Van Bourne (nurse), Jackie Benata (physical education). Wes eyed them all, just as if they were standing outside around the perimeter of the building following a school-wide fire drill and he was checking them off as present.

Together they were a dirty, sweaty lot hunkered in the lounge with only inane conversation to pass the time. Wes noted the consistency of their chatter. One person (usually Warren) would boast about how if it was up to him, they would bust into room 124 and take care of their problem, before their problem could take care of them. That led to a conversation about the right thing to do (even though no one really knew what that was when applied to this situation). Inevitably, the talk would circle back to how safe they were, with Wes himself affirming that those in room 124 could conceivably get outside through the glass windows, they wouldn’t be able to get into the school’s hallways through the solid oak door. The group would then hem and haw about what they should do next, what their plan is, was and should be. Wes would again gently remind them they were waiting on the authorities to come to them, rather than venture out into the unknown. This whole process was as repetitive as the waves crashing into the beach, and then receding.

Lunch time had arrived once more, and Amy began to motion everyone into the cafeteria. It was the only time they were actually eager anymore. Wes wondered how things would be in 2 weeks, when their food stores depleted. In three weeks when there were scraps, in four weeks when there were crumbs….and thereafter. If they even held out that long. He had reason to believe McKinley was sneaking trips to the kitchen and cleaning out whatever saccharin treats he could. Wes had decided that should he catch McKinley doing this, an example would be made. Idly, he ran his fingers along the sea green brick wall. It was cool in the semi darkness of the hallway. Wes stood perspiring in spite of that fact.

Behind him he heard Mr. Allen bark something about having a sodden, barely cooked square pizza slice yet again. A part of Wes buried deep inside nearly wrenched free and turned to verbally, if not physically, assault the man. Luckily before he could, Jason eked out a response of, “You should be thankful for even that.”

Wes sighed and kept on towards the cafeteria.

Eventually Wes slowed, letting the others pass ahead of him into the cafĂ©.  He hung back, staring at nothing, thinking about too much.

“Skipping the midday meal Mr. Keller?” Amy asked of him while standing by the swinging door.

“Please don’t call me Mr. Keller anymore. But yes, ya I am, I guess.” He shook his head and smiled. “I think I’m going to go outside and have a stroll.”

“Wes? Certainly you’re kidding, that’s not a good idea!”

Wes labored to smile this time, “Yes of course Amy. I was kidding. I’ll be there in just a moment. Trying to gather my thoughts. Feel free to have them begin without me.” Wes said that last line, already knowing full well, that Warren had already begun to gnaw through his chunk of slightly re-heated pizza. Wes hoped he choked on it for two reasons: there’d be one less person to watch out for, and no one would really miss Warren anyway.

Wes waited for Amy to turn away and see to the group’s needs as they ate. He could hear her tell them it was alright to get started. When no one was looking he stepped lively. Sharp steps, face thrust forward, he was a man on a mission. Occasionally, Wes peered behind him. At times, he was certain he saw the shape of one of the group, fuzzy, trying in vain to hide from him down the length of the hall, by ducking down an adjoining passage.

When Wes happened passed room 124 he paused. When his footfalls faded, he listened. There was no need to press his ear to the door, for coming from inside he could hear things. They shuffled and whispered low growls. A few detected him somehow, maybe by sound or by smell and they dragged themselves nearer the door. It clattered against its hinges but stood firm. Wes made haste to his end goal.

He turned another corner, marched ahead through a small waiting room surrounded by glass walls and his secretary’s empty desk. He tried hard to ignore the splotches of red that coated its top. It was easy to tell there had been a matching glass door, but it had been shattered; only the metal frame remained.

Wes’s confident stride was halted when he saw the door to his office was already open.