Thursday, October 15, 2020

The Best Person I Ever Knew was a Dog






You can do a lot in 13 years. Can go through a lot in 13 years. And after those 13 years when you lose someone it can feel like you’ve been ripped in half. It is not an understatement to say that after losing Gretchen today I have lost my best friend of 13 years. Whatever it may mean that my best friend pees in the backyard probably says a lot about me. Nevertheless, Gretchen remains the longest relationship I have had, save for any blood relatives. That she’s gone makes me incredibly sad, as I have told my wife I feel lower today than I did when I lost my father 19 years ago. The most dreadful part about it is the one I depended on the most in the hard times over the past 13 years (nearly 14), is gone.  No matter the problem; personal, professional, Covid, Trump campaign ads, Trump reelection ads, I could easily hug her neck and immediately feel better.  

 

She was forever there, looking out for me, looking up at me. Never judging, always loving.  

 

Losing Gretchen today it's not a surprise. And because of that the past few weeks, months really, I found myself heavily contemplating the last 13 years that has been my privilege to spend with her. In this reminiscing, I feel like I tend to focus on the extremes; Gretchen when she was young and the puppy versus Gretchen over the past year. I'm am inexorably contemplating her youth, her energy versus today, her fur tinged with gray, her struggling to stand on her own while taking a few meager sips of water.  

 

However, I am a firm believer that the Gretchen we saw today (and perhaps the past couple of weeks) wasn’t even her. This is because the act of dying is simply a show for the living. A way for those left behind to understand, to provide closure, to grieve so that the living can cope with the dying. I have found myself repeating this sentiment a great deal, partly because by the very nature of being, the longer you live the more people you are going to lose.  

 

The irrational part of me also hyper-focuses on what I could’ve done better, should’ve done, how I could’ve helped her more. I am reminded by my wife that there is no one else on earth who could’ve given Gretchen a better life than I did, than we did. We have exhausted our minds, bodies, bank accounts, and spirits doing anything and everything we could to improve and sustain her quality of life.  

 

Though Gretchen's loss for me is tremendous, aching, and seemingly something that I will never recover from, I also know that it is fresh. Beyond that, I recognize that she is no longer hurting, no longer looking at me trying to figure out why she wants to eat but can’t. The fact that I didn’t have a way to explain what was happening to her being the biggest burden I carry.  

 

As far as weighing extremes (old vs. young, health vs. disease, etc.), I feel Gretchen’s memory is better served by all the time in between when Gretchen was truly herself. Past the mischievousness of being a puppy, but not yet plagued by the finite essence of life, but of course always the best and the cutest.      

 

I take solace in the fact that my friend is on another plane, her youth and energy restored, reunited with Dieter, Cali - hell maybe my dad’s even tossing a tennis ball around for them. That notion puts a smile on my face. Although, it pales in comparison to the idea that I will see her again someday.   

 

-You can rest now my Gretch. I love you and I miss you. 

A.K.A.: Baby Gretch, Gretchen T. Dog, Gretchen Obama, Gretchen Fitzgerald, Gretchen the Potatoe, Gretchen the stinky Potatoe, Gretchie, Gretchen the Tomato and of course The Gretch. 

12/11/2006-10/15/2020 

 

 

Wednesday, June 17, 2020

As Simple As I Can Make It

As Simple as I Can Make It


 

I will first give a bit of a disclaimer that I am not trying to “mansplain” the below items and even more so I am not claiming to be an expert in race relations or racism. What I am, is a white, cisgender, hetero male who has a bit of valuable perspective (Of course, we all think that don’t we?) and much like everyone else, an opinion.  

 

A (white) co-worker of mine asked me a few days ago to define white privilege. Certainly not an easy task, but one as a social worker I do take seriously. My response was pretty murky; “Depends on who you ask and what their experience is, some would say there’s no such thing, others would say it’s changed their life for the better… or the worse”. She asked that I write something outlining my thoughts (namely a research article) on the topic, but I don’t feel academic scholars are necessarily going to define this in a way that helps any of us. However, now that I have had time to think about the topic, I would say the first step is to define privilege in a social context on its own. Therefore, according to lil’ ole’ me; privilege is any advantage(s) bestowed upon a person through personal characteristics they are born into or come into via lifestyle decisions, spoken or unspoken that places them in a better position to secure opportunities over others. It bears mentioning that privilege can drop into one’s life in many forms (religion, socioeconomic, geographic etc). For me, that may mean these basic demographics (white, cisgender, hetero male) equate to me winning the biopsychosocial lottery.

            Admittedly, even without all that academia defining privilege can still be a mouthful, right? So let’s break it down while focusing just on specifically white privilege.

Being White- Advantage

            Some people may say; “How is being white an advantage? My life isn’t easy. I have had to work and scrape my whole life just to get by”. Well, boo-boo it’s called “white privilege”, not “white guaranteed free ride with no resistance 100% of the time”. Frankly, people (I’d argue most people) are more comfortable with those like them. You may have gotten into that doctor that was all booked up for someone else because the scheduler thought your name sounded “more white”.

Born Into- Advantage

            You may have gotten mental health treatment at a young age simply because your parents could afford to live in an affluent zip code that had a clinic you could visit. Somebody somewhere else wasn’t so lucky and their mental health might’ve worsened into their adulthood as a result. See how both lives could be changed dramatically just based on that one seemingly minor occurrence?

Spoken or Unspoken- Advantage

            The potential what-ifs are astounding, more on that later though. The focal point currently in these first two examples is you may not even know you benefitted (hence unspoken).

            On the other hand, have you ever been told you got a job or a promotion because your boss wasn’t willing to hire that “Indian dot-not-feather lady” or that “Oriental”? Ideally, all bigots would operate overtly and at least we’d know where we stand*. However, the question becomes if you were told such a thing, or even suspected it, would you still take the position? Would you even question your boss?

Better Positioning for Opportunities- Advantage

            All of the above scenarios, while hypothetical, work together to give a leg up to you based on the amount of melanin, or lack thereof, you might have.

            Again, some might ask, “David, if there are more people of color in power positions today, how is it that white privilege can still exist?” Simple, boo-boo, for generations those in power (namely the white and the rich) have done such a great job of indoctrinating people, they’ve managed to convince most people of color that white people are “better” in some form or fashion. There is reporting to back this up in several forms; one such example is how police officers of color are forced to conform to the ways of their white peers and utilize police practices that target people of color over whites.  

Simple as Can Be

            The culprit for any type of privilege is bias. The problem is this bias can often be subconscious. Meaning, on a given day, if you are asked if you are racist, you may answer honestly by saying, “No”. On the contrary, if a driver later cuts you off in traffic and the first thing you use to describe them while you’re cursing them is a racial slur, you might want to do some self-examination.

            Look, I realize that this less than 1,000-word essay isn’t going to result in the elimination of privilege or racism. Yet, all of us, people that are impacted by privilege on both sides need to be honest about its benefits and existence so that we can do our best to reduce its impact.

 

 

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*Most whites I know (myself included) have been subjected to casual racism in the form of a joke that is in poor taste. I feel this is one way for racists to “test the waters” with their white acquaintances to see if they need to call their hood supplier and schedule you a fitting. My advice is, awkwardness be damned, you call those people out immediately. If it’s a work setting and you are afraid of risking your job, then find a new one, that’s no excuse. My hope would be that if a room full of Islamic guys were trashing WASPs, someone would have the scruples to speak up on your behalf. Even if the answer is no, hold yourself to a higher standard and do the right thing.

 


Saturday, March 28, 2020

For Cali


            So I’ve been putting this off.

            We’ve lost someone. A “someone” most of you may consider a “something”. We don’t, and I’ll fight you if you argue that fact, and win. Just like she would. ‘cause she was a fighter, more appropriately a scrapper- fighting above her weight class against all the things we are, or will be eventually.

            This dog, this fucking dog, was as sweet as honeydew, perhaps with a shape like one and as vicious without teeth as your grandma (I mean if your Nana ever bit you).



            There was no better joy in life than seeing her do her dachshund run, ears and legs sprawled, going all out (which in reality was no faster than your Nana could run on her slowest day, even in her prime).

            Warning, it’s about to get real…(do people say that, or is ‘spoiler-alert’ more appropriate?).

            We are in fact, surrounded by a great deal of “what-ifs and “meh” these days. Despite all that, it is my firm belief that no one suffers when people are actively dying (animal, person or otherwise), I do not consider this an issue of faith. The physical act of dying is only for the living, so we may grieve and have closure necessary to move on. It is my estimation that a merciful God (whoever that may be to you) would do so, simply because the dying are far more willing to move on before we are.

            But Cali, damn if she didn’t beat Death back time after time.  That dog, got beat down, heart stopped, kidneys stopped and still got back up. I have no idea the pain she may or have not been in, but through our observation (and my wife’s astute experience as hospice nurse), and veterinarian intervention, she was ever game. She got meds, and bounced back better than ever…1…2…3 times over the course of nearly 8 years.  16 years and 3 months as a dog? Well that’s pretty damn good. And you know what? She drank whiskey and smoked Marlboros everyday…no wait scratch that last part, different memoriam. At any rate, I knew a Dachshund that was tougher than you.

R.I.P. Cali – you are forever missed, the joy and the loss you brought to our lives has literally (yes literally) been felt across the country)

Sunday, October 20, 2019

Resiliency and Faith




Foreword:

Yes it has been an astonishing 3 months since I have written anything outside of a graduate paper for school. Here is where I would normally apologize for my absence, but it does not seem fitting this time around. Although, I have had stints where I am not writing, this has been the longest stretch since I began this blog back in 2013.
Though I will not apologize for being gone*, I will explain. School, coupled with the emotional toll my work seems to have on my ability to write was recently compounded by my decision to switch platforms (from Blogger to Wix) earlier this year and sort of "rebrand". The inability to successfully convert readership from one site to another, initially frustrated me, but then caused me to shy away from writing altogether. I felt “icky” when I thought about posting, became defeated by it, and ultimately did not do it. At present I have been posting to both sites until such a time I can figure out what the end game will be.
Anyway, I feel compelled to write this as I know it will benefit someone other than myself. Today’s post is dedicated to those that beat themselves up because life got in the way of doing something that was important to you. Know that it is not the end of the line, taking a break isn’t the same as quitting and in this life there are few things that are forever. Enjoy the opportunity to do them, whenever and wherever they come regardless of the frequency.
- D


Resiliency and Faith
The impact of spirituality on healing, resilience, outlook and capacity for change is not to be underestimated. Researchers have shown us that the impact of faith in dealing with trauma, whether it is in the form of the atrocities of war, the loss of a spouse or even cumulative microaggressions.
“We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed” (2 Corinthians 4:8-9, NIV). Plainly stated, spirituality helps build resistance against depression and anxiety symptoms (Dewey, 2019). Moreover, per Dewey (2019) after a great bulk of research dating back to World War II, it has been proven that those with faith function better in terms of recovery from trauma.

In another area where faith is a helpful tool in overcoming barriers, those with terminal illnesses can lean on faith for improved outcomes as well (Johnson, 2003). The ability to cope with and understand death is eased by faith. According to Johnson (2003) spirituality assists with reducing personal worry, feelings of being a burden to others and ideas of things left undone. It is during the “living-dying interval” (the space between receiving a terminal diagnosis and the time of one’s passing) that a person’s spirituality may actually evolve.

Sadly, unlike the remaining seven dimensions of wellness (Emotional, Environmental, Financial, Intellectual, Occupational, Physical, Social) spirituality is set apart by the need for some level of faith, regardless of a client’s personal beliefs. Because of the fact that the seven other dimensions can be more defined by statistical, concrete research they have been more readily accepted by the medical and wellness community. Due to spirituality being largely unquantifiable in terms of the material world, its use within counseling in particular remains underutilized by practitioners (Dewey, 2019).

A potential solution for this would be the realization that spirituality is not what a patient believes necessarily, but that they believe something and have something to lean on in difficult times. In secular settings that provide treatment these ideas need explored, but the counselor does not have to be an expert in every faith. Rather, they need to be aware of its power and have at least a superficial ability to understand how individual patients use spirituality to cope.


References
Dewey,  J. (2019). Posttraumatic growth. Salem Press Encyclopedia. Retrieved from https://search-ebscohost-com.lopes.idm.oclc.org/login.aspx?direct=true&db=ers&AN=90558430&site=eds-live&scope=site
Johnson, L. S. (2003). Facilitating spiritual meaning-making for the individual with a diagnosis of a terminal illness. (Issues and Insights). Counseling and Values, (3), 230. Retrieved from https://search-ebscohost-com.lopes.idm.oclc.org/login.aspx?direct=true&db=edsgao&AN=edsgcl.100485214&site=eds-live&scope=site


*That being said, I cannot stress enough how much I take solace in the fact that people actually still pay any attention to my ramblings whatsoever. Know that I am very thankful for any eyes that come across these words and any online support you show. 

Sunday, July 21, 2019

The Philosophy of "Disability"


Simply because one belongs to a particular culture does not mean they ascribe to its values in totality. I myself have cerebral palsy and personal detest the word “disabled” (do not even get me started on the “R” word). Essentially, I can do anything you can do; it may take me longer, I might have to make adjustment or need supports but I have the ability, albeit in a different form.  As such, I much prefer being referred to as “differently-abled”. Of course, that is my preference. However, to most individuals with disabilities this verbiage is not a concern. By the way, I also do not approach people at work and say, “Would you mind not saying ‘disability’ in front of me?”
            I met with client of mine who is deaf a couple of weeks ago. Through an ASL interpreter, I kept using the phrase “hearing-impaired” because I thought that was the preferred term. The interpreter gently told me that the majority of the deaf community prefers to be called just that, deaf. The interpreter further informed me, when you attach the word “impairment” to anything it is seen as a negative and by and large creates a hurtful stigma. I asked the client, “Which do you prefer?” To which he replied, “Don’t care. How about cool guy that can’t hear?”
            Funny, but also telling that no one wants to be saddled by any label, particularly if they do not feel it defines them.  People are far more than one thing. 

Not all disabilities look like this


           

Tuesday, July 2, 2019

Real American Hero

Now that the Infinity Saga has fully played out on the big screen, I feel a bit more comfortable discussing this topic. However, WARNING - much like another unavoidable reboot of the Fantastic Four, slight-spoilers ahead!  


People always ask me why Captain America over Iron Man. To me, that’s an easy question to answer superficially; Captain America, or more accurately Steve Rogers is not the hero I would be if suddenly imbued with superhuman powers, because Cap’s personality isn’t like mine at all. He’s truly altruistic at his core, i.e. he is blatantly absent of ego. He does what he believes to be the best thing for those he encounters in his role as a hero, in the best way he knows how- for them, not for himself. 

In comparing characters like Iron Man and Captain (which I am often doing, because I get asked this so often) I can likely more easily explain why I don’t gravitate towards Iron Man; Is Iron Man a hero. Absolutely. Is he also a conceited, know-it-all with control issues? Indeed. And given my personality I fall closer to his side of the bell curve than Cap. But on a personal note, I’m trying, and have been trying to move the needle, but I digress.

Another key difference between Cap and Iron man, or more accurately, Steve Rogers and Tony Stark is  the fact that Captain America doesn't think he is smart enough to know what’s best for everyone else. And while Tony Stark is highly intelligent in many ways, he’s just stupid enough to think that he does know what’s best for everyone else. Usually without their input. This is demonstrated in the film and comic version of the character via Ultron’s creation, his stance on the Sokovia Accords (or Superhuman Registration Act, if you’ve read the comics themselves). Within the comics specifically, his participation in the Illuminati (think-tank and self-appointed string pullers consisting of Iron Man, Namor, Dr. Strange, Professor X, Reed Richards and Black Bolt) solidifies his interest in making decisions on the behalf of others on a global scale. I can perhaps best sum this up by stating the following; Cap is worthy.

Contrarily, Steve Rogers is the personification of the U.S. as a righteous (not read as ‘self-righteous’) protector. And that is not to say that Rogers as Cap is beholden to laws and bureaucracy of a nation when the acts it perpetuates are morally wrong. His moral compass isn’t necessarily tied to a government or a country, its tied to doing purely good for the benefit of others, because it is the right and only thing to do. Take this quote from the Marvel’s Civil War event within the comics: “Doesn't matter what the press says. Doesn't matter what the politicians or the mobs say. Doesn't matter if the whole country decides that something wrong, is something right. This nation was founded on one principle above all else: The requirement that we stand up for what we believe, no matter the odds or the consequences. When the mob and the press and the whole world tell you to move, your job is to plant yourself like a tree beside the river of truth, and tell the whole world --No, YOU move.” Ya, those that have read this blog before and/or know me probably knew that was coming. 
As an aside, I know there has been a kerfluffle surrounding the time travel plot issues in Avengers: End Game, what due to Steve's traveling backwards in time to live out his days with Peggy Carter. To the detractors and so-called time travel experts: Stop overthinking it and just enjoy Cap's swan song in the MCU! Why oh why can't you simply enjoy a thing!

In closing, I understand that many people identify with certain heroes in their life solely because those heroes remind them in some (or many ways) of themselves. I have those heroes as well. Cap though, for me, Cap is something different. His character is a reminder of the limitlessness of ideals, not only when we clearly and simply define them, but also when they are tested. This in turn reminds me of what we can accomplish when we stand by and do what is truly right.


Sunday, February 17, 2019

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Sunday, February 10, 2019

A Wall, you Say?


            I semi-recently came across a video on Facebook headlined; “Build the Wall: The Best Argument You’ll Ever Hear”.  This video was posted by an individual I had previously never heard of; Charlie Kirk. In the video Kirk makes what proponents for a wall at the southern border might call a compelling argument by throwing out “facts”.  At first glance it is compelling, until you begin digging into it. So, I decided to take a look at these “facts” and test their accuracy.

“An illegal alien in AZ is 2 times as likely to commit a crime as a natural born citizen.”
            Presumably, this statistic was taken by Kirk from a report often quoted by former Attorney General Jeff Sessions in early 2018. According to the Washington Times, the report was prepared by the Crime Prevention Research Center (CPRC) and utilized data centering on illegal immigrants (Dinan, 2018). The CPRC was founded by oft-cited Dr. John Lott. It is worth mentioning that the CPRC is typically aligned with conservative media outlets, however their website declares that it is listed as a non-profit organization and accepts no funding from groups such as the NRA (CPRC, n.d.). The analysis stood out from its predecessors due to its look at crimes committed by those in the country illegally, rather than crimes committed by those here legally. Sequentially, these results challenge previous studies that determined immigrants on the whole committed less crimes than typical citizens. If you are interested you may download the full report HERE.
            In response to the CPRC study, the Cato Institute reviewed the findings. The data used for the study was provided by the Arizona Department of Corrections (ADC). In contrast to the CPRC, it should be noted that the Cato Institute reports itself as a “public policy research organization — a think tank — dedicated to the principles of individual liberty” (Cato Institute, n.d.). They claim they are funded primarily through private non-governmental donors. Reviewer and author Alex Nowrasteh at the Cato Institute determined the numbers were skewed due to a misinterpretation of how the ADC defined citizenship, and the variables surrounding that definition (2018). According to Nowrasteh, he was given a secondary data set that mimicked the sample used by the CPRC (from 1985-2017), and deemed it unusable due to the inability to properly define and separate the citizenship variable (2018).  
RESULT: Unconfirmed
            The data the CPRC presented is questionable. However, even if it were accurate, one must ask themselves for an individual (immigrant or otherwise, legal or otherwise) that has no qualms about breaking laws and committing crimes, would illegally crossing, or otherwise bypassing a border wall be a deterrent for entry into the U.S.?

“90% of all fentanyl and heroin is transported across the southern border”
            This statement is a favorite of President Trump, and likely where Kirk discovered the stat. However, that doesn’t make it untrue.  In fact, most news outlets report this statement as accurate (Lopez, 2019; Vesoulis, Law, & Martinez, 2019).
RESULT: Confirmed
            Although it seems most illegal drugs are entering from the southern border at present the idea that a border wall will stop this is thought of as a stretch by most experts. Essentially, drug traffickers usually employ legal means of entry to transport drugs into the U.S. across the southern border. Some experts have gone on record stating that there are far better investments in combating the opioid / drug epidemic than a wall (Specht, 2019).

“10,000 kids are sex trafficked across the southern border each year.”
            Personally, I could not find any reporting that delivered this precise of a figure specifically for children being trafficked. Yet, before I go further let me provide some background on sex trafficking itself. Human trafficking for both sex and labor is more prevalent in the U.S. than most Americans believe. In fact, some authorities have argued that with its resources the U.S. could effectively end human trafficking. One such way to impact trafficking would be if our government made it a priority through fighting for increased criminal penalties for traffickers and more strict repercussions with non-compliant nations as identified by the Department of State’s Trafficking in Persons (TIP) report.
RESULT: Undisputed
            While I would not dismiss the statistic used here by Kirk, I would offer that IF a wall were employed in combating sex trafficking into the U.S., and IF it were successful it does nothing for the enslaved victims on either side of the border, other than guarantee they are shipped somewhere other than the U.S. or Mexico.

“56,000 illegal immigrants are in our federal prison system”
                This is another factoid that fluctuates depending on the time of citation and the source. Some outlets have the DOJ reporting this figure as 57k, or roughly 26% of federal prisoners being illegal aliens (Center for Immigration Studies, 2019).
RESULT: Undisputed
                This figure seems to accurately capture the number of incarcerated illegal immigrants in our federal system. Kirk also goes onto mention that there are more uncounted immigrants within our state’s prison system as well, and there is no reason to deny this claim as inaccurate.

“$135 billion spent on illegal immigrants by American taxpayers”
            Illegal immigrants being housed by our justice system are just one aspect of federal spending that taxpayers are on the hook for to combat illegal entry into the U.S.  Unfortunately, this figure also proved compromised when the report it was based upon was critiqued heavily for glaring flaws, such as overestimating the number of illegal immigrants (Athey, 2018). A figure that by nature is near-impossible to accurately measure.
RESULT: Unconfirmed
            While you can dispute the dollar amount spent by taxpayers on illegal immigrants, you cannot dispute that there is, in fact an amount. Meaning, we as taxpayers are spending something on these individuals.
            However, from a cost perspective this discussion becomes moot when you realize that the cost of a border wall has been estimated at anywhere from $8 billion to $70 billion to build, with a fair estimate being gauged at around $25 billion, plus $750 million a year in maintenance (Vittert).
            If accurate, this means as a country we would recoup roughly $109 billion the first year following the wall’s completion. Following that, taxpayers would save a little over $134 billion annually, assuming that the wall was effective in completely ceasing illegal immigration, and related tax burdens, which as we’ve established, is unlikely.

“Fairness- It’s not fair…” (To other immigrants outside Mexico)
                To be fair, I did not endeavor to do a great deal of research on this statement as it is not quantifiable. Building a physical barrier to any border does nothing to guarantee equitable treatment of immigrants entering the country either legally or illegally.  

RESULT: Unconfirmed
            This line of speechifying highlights what is inherently wrong with having a discussion about a border wall in the first place: If what we really want to achieve is fairness for those wishing to become full-fledged citizens (or legally work here) then we should be discussing citizenship / immigration reform and efficiency. Vetting, and authenticating the will of an outsider is a part of that, but thinking that a wall will mete out some measure of fairness in any of this is absurd.

“Sovereignty- Our culture is much different than Mexico…”
            As this not quite two and a half minute video rolls, both the statistics and any trace of logic that are rolled out with them begin to break down (as is evidenced by the fact that they become less quantifiable, as with our prior example).
            In that vein, at around the two minute mark Kirk begins a diatribe about American culture versus Mexican culture claiming; “Our culture is much different and has outpaced them over the last 50 years.” Culture is not a competition. At its core, culture is based upon advancements in a particular area(s) that a society collectively values. These could be technological, economical, or conditional. It could also be community, quality of life or religion. It could also be any number of other areas of measure, again unquantifiable.
RESULT: Unconfirmed
            While you cannot argue that the United States has outpaced Mexico in terms of economic or technological growth, you cannot declare we have a greater sense of community or national pride than does Mexico. In fact, in the last two and a half years one could successfully argue that among 1st world countries all things considered the U.S. is lacking in cultural depth due to our typically individualistic nature (DeAngelis, 2007).

FINAL CONCLUSION:
            Before I wrap up, I think it significant to add, I have nothing against Charlie Kirk, up until the 21st of January I had no idea who he was. Nor am I a geopolitical expert or a Facebook personality with any amount of measurable clout. I am is just a guy who can use Google. I am also against is rhetoric peppered with enough fact and scare tactics that it becomes palatable as fact, without actually being factual. This type of oratory pushes an agenda that offers no real solution.  
            Further, it can often be hard to wade through this rhetoric and dig deeper into a statistic, its source or a person’s agenda. The border wall, immigration and trafficking concerns are all issues that cannot be easily understood by a singular report or research group, regardless of their political affiliation, or lack thereof.  Moreover, the ways in which these reports are used are disingenuous, and often riddled with omissions, further supplanted by half-truths to prop up the agenda of one interest or another.
            At the end of the day the idea of a border wall as this magical cure-all for all of the ills outlined here is pure fantasy. However, after conducting some due diligence it is this author’s opinion that a border wall would guarantee two things:
1) More polarizing, divisive attitudes that our politicians on both sides can exploit for their own gain.
2) Ensure that traffickers (of people and substances) advance and alter their methods of transport to foil the very purpose of the wall.
Is there a problem with drugs and illegal immigrants entering the country at the southern border? YES

Will a border wall stop this phenomenon? NO




References

Athey, P. (2018, June 26). Does illegal immigration cost the United States more than $100 billion a year? Retrieved February 10, 2019, from AZ Central: https://www.azcentral.com/story/news/politics/fact-check/2018/06/26/paul-gosar-how-much-do-undocumented-immigrants-cost-economy/691997002/
Cato Institute. (n.d.). About Cato. Retrieved February 10, 2019, from Cato Institute: https://www.cato.org/about
Center for Immigration Studies. (2019, February 7). Immigration Data Portal. Retrieved February 10, 2019, from Center for Immigration Studies: https://cis.org/Immigration-Statistics-Data-Portal
CPRC. (n.d.). About Us. Retrieved February 10, 2019, from Crime Prevention Research Center: https://crimeresearch.org/about-us/
DeAngelis, T. (2007, April). America: A toxic lifestyle? Retrieved February 10, 2019, from American Pyschological Association: https://www.apa.org/monitor/apr07/america
Dinan, S. (2018, January 26). Washington Times. Retrieved February 10, 2019, from Illegals commit crimes at double the rate of native-born: Study: https://www.washingtontimes.com/news/2018/jan/26/illegals-commit-crimes-double-rate-native-born-stu/
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